I’m hearing things. They’re just little things, but I’d like them to stay that way. Unfortunately I have no one to tell. Most of my friends have made it clear they don’t want to hear it. I can’t tell my husband, he’ll be upset. I have no doctor to tell, or therapist. And I can’t […]Read More I’m starting to hallucinate and have no one to tell
I’ve been struggling with excessive moodswings, flashbacks, dissociative states, and panic attacks since we got out, and it’s not getting easier. I’m being a terrible person to my loved ones because I just don’t know how to control it. I’m struggling with paranoia, in that I think no one really likes me, and I’m just […]Read More This whole ordeal has trashed my mental health
So I double checked and I’m at 8 out if 12 projects done this year. And I have 5 hats (six if I add another for myself) and a scarf with something like 130 yards left, give or take. The scarf has deadline, but not until next year. It’s going to be BFF#1’s scarf for […]Read More I need to share something happy #5
My goal this year is to finish projects. I set it at 12. It seems like a lot but I have a bunch that are almost finished, or small, so if I stick to it I can do it. Currently I think I’m sitting st 6 finished. Anyways here are two pictures of the one […]Read More I need to share something happy #4
We got out. We have a place. We’ve been there about a month. We’re waiting for antimother to gather the last of our things and put them outside. That’s the short version. The longer version, while difficult to remember all of, left us unsafe. After much tension, when we went to get the last of […]Read More It’s been way too long
We just have to finalize the process but we’re almost out! We’ve already started packing, and we got some stuff into storage yesterday. Of course antimother and fuckboy tweaker are moving in I think today, but whatever. If they pull anything I’ll just call the cops. I’m not playing their stupid game. I’m too old […]Read More We’re almost out!
I’ve had no energy and no motivation lately, because this whole thing is just grinding me into dust. But I come bearing good news! We’re starting the process of getting out! The problem is antimother has to give us a reference. But I think she’ll give us a good review, because the other person we […]Read More I’m still alive